Jay Han’s Shiznit Blog

I’m thinking of what kinda title to give to today’s posting. Anyway, lemme start ranting first while my brains go to work on the title (yeah I can multi task my brains).

I came to a conclusion about certain aspects of life today. And that would be everything in life today evolves around 1 word… 1 miserable word which makes so much differences to our life. MONEY. Yup! Money… lemme spell that out again M-O-N-E-Y. I have made observations and learned that most average Malaysians live a life which is controlled by our local financial institution. Our life is full of debts. Car loans, housing loans, and expenses will only increase with additional commitments…like having a family, kids, etc etc.

As much as others would disagree, I have to agree that for now, money is indeed everything. It couldnt buy you love some say…but in this modern and fast paced lifestyle, I can bet to my last cent…that without money, there will be for sure problems which will arise in any relationship. Movies, dinner, and whatever fun will need money.

Well, I guess thats all for today while I go on deeper into pondering of ways to make more money and other issues pertaining how we let our life being controlled by institutions of higher levels.

I just got a puppy! Yeah… her name’s Bubu… call that funny and you’ll get a smack in ya face (virtually since I cant be there to smack ya). Anyway, she’s a Shih-Tzu… will post up her pics in a couple of days more.

One’s perception in life changes from time to time. I’d say a couple of months ago, I’d tend to do things which I am interested in… pure passion for the job… that sorta nature. Its like I studied engineering and I must do engineering based job. But now, I’d safely say that anything, any job that comes in the way that could make me some money - I’ll grab it. No questions ask, except that making sure if the job is legal or not - lah!!

Just made US$400 today. Damn I’m happy and satisfied with the trade off. It doesnt come easy… sleepless nights (or more like very late nights), busy after work schedules… those sorta sh*t. Dont ask me how I make money now… all I can say is anyone also can do it. Although its not very lucrative, lotsa hassle and small issues - but I guess its all worth it. After all, its done during my free time.

My day time job in Lotus for the day : As usual. Nothing major happened today. No weirdos. No arguments. Just do my job and wait for 6pm and get my as5 away from here. Straight to the post office to do my deliveries….

Thats for the day… gonna see my boo and bubu later!

Its finally Friday!! Roaarr!! Life’s like that when you start working, especially when you dont have to work on Saturdays; then Fridays will be one of those days you’d definitely be expecting for the week. As for me, I’m having a 3 hour lunch break on Fridays…fun some may say, but the pay off is I only take like 30 mins lunch break on the other working days. I’m not gonna crap much abt work today… Anyway, just got my puppy yesterday… cost me abt 1k. She’s a Shih-Tzu and i named her BuBu. So she kinda lighten up my whole week heh! I’ll post up Bubu’s pics when i get them… for now, here’s another facial request from a friend :

In a typical "thinking-very-hard" expression!

Ok… blurry morning… slept for only like 2 and a half hours. Eyes all red now, and kinda dizzy. Angela just asked me what was I doing yesterday while she’s sitting here right next to me - monitoring my every movement. Geezzz… leave me alone!! :p Anyway, she’s my colleague who keeps on eating non stop and I suspect she’s suffering from "I-Cant-Gain-Weight-So-I-Can-Eat-As-Much-As-I-Like" syndrome - hah! I bet my pants that a lot of you girls out there would love to be like this.

Anyway here’s the first request from Angela… she wanna see how I look like when i freak out. So here it is.

Here I am, sitting in the ever so helpful cyber cafe monitoring my stuff on eBay . Sometimes i do wonder if its worth it at all… i mean look at the freaking clock - its already 2.30am and i have to wake up later at about 6.30 and get my ass prepared for office. 4 hours of sleep - i bet thats definitely not enough for most people… and i do admit that i do need more rest.

But it all comes down to money. It talks. Yep… money talks and bullshit walks.

Today wasnt really a nice day… at least not the later part of the evening. Crappy supervisor came in late and demanded that i hand in a project by this Friday (taking notice that Thursday is a public holiday), and was already late in the evening of Tuesday. Apart from that, he cant give proper directions as of what needs to be done. He cant freaking pronounce it all out in… and even if he could, none could understand him! WTF?! This crappy punk think i’m some sorta superman?! Well at least i did thought of ways to get around it…we’ll just have to wait and see.

Sigh…

Well, my colleague and I was exploring the functions of my new mobile phone… taking pictures, bluetooth etc etc. Then we started taking some really funky candid shots of other colleagues snoozing off, yapping away and doing whatsoever that they arent suppose to be doing. (Well… its a boring day with very little to do - so thats how the office scene is right here and right now. So dont expect much, except for our candid shots hehehe )

Anyway, my friend came to realize that it could be fun to post up some of our funny faces here in my blog. Also, I have decided that you guys - my friends, could actually just request a face which I can try to snap and then post it up here. So here’s the first one :

Pic. title : Constipation! Lemme’ outta here!

Yeah I’m about to do some major spoilers of this great movie. Hehh! Anyway source has it that Anakin Skywalker will turn to the dark side (who doesnt know? duh!) and become Darth Vader… but here are some fact files which I manage to uncover from a source - which i decline to name him.

#1 : Darth Maul is not dead! Yeah right you say? Heh, the coolest Sith with the double sided dwang practically got sabered off into 2 parts, fell into an internal abyss - and he’s not dead? Yeah… Apparently Maul got a mechanical bottom half from the Sith Lord and manage to survive yet another episode.

Stop thinking of what he can and can’t do with his mehchanical bottom half ok?!

#2 : Guess how Samuel Jackson got his bottom smacked? Well ol’ pal lead a bunch of Jedi knights to capture the crappy looking Senator Palpatine. Yes, his cover is blown and thats why the whole league goes tumbling here and there… unzipping their candy sticks light sabers. However, Palpatine is not to be underestimated… and he manage to whoop the whole bunch of Jedis… leaving ol’ Sam standing alone… then comes Anakin who was contemplating on which side to join with both freaks (Sam and Palp) yapping their lines of "Join me Anakin"…Anakin finally decided to walk towards ol’ Sam, with Palp’s face turning into a monster… alas, as ol’ Sam zip his twangs out ready to fight… he got poked in the arse… by who? of course by anakin’s twangs (which have already turned red i suppose).

Until next time… Star Wars - Revenge of Sith will be continued in the cinema if you wanna know more..

Let me just fill this in while I think of a proper title for today’s blog… "Dancing in the moonlight… lalalala…" (Music playing in the office by Daniel on his PC) as the accompanying soundtrack sure makes a boring Monday like this a much better day. Geez… I have been sitting here like a duck for almost the whole day now without doing much; and yeah the supervisor guy always has his eyes on me… a threatening stare… but… zz..zzzz… brrr… better wake up… python effect’s coming in strong since its pretty much like an hour or two after lunch now.

Monday… sigh… the hours seems to be just a little longer than usual. What the hell am I blabbering about now actually… Well anyway, I’ve decided that I’m going towards managing projects (or much more into assisting the manager to manage projects) field of work. Dont really wanna get my hands into designing stuff although it’s definitely what I had in mind when I first join Lotus. We’ll just have to see what’s in store for me in say… 5 years down the road in this line of work.

Zzz….

Wake up….Zzzz…

Geezzz… brrrr…. cough cough! Ok… gotta go freshen up!

Life is full of choices. Career path… choices of ways to make money… choices to choose if you want total freedom or total madness. Lets just ponder for a lil’ while…

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OK. Choice #1 : Contemplating between a choice of career path. Either go management side or technical side. Being a design engineer of project management attributes. Humm… tough call. Still gotta think this over again.

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What a day to start off with, a day of total screwed up morning. Freakin’ water supply got cut off and I was like what the f*ck!? 7.30am… no water… gotta move out to office soon?! (Face turn green!) Well, as there’s always a solution to every single freakin problem… I found a way. Grab the tooth brush and stuff into the car - and zoomed to office toilet. Yeah laugh ya ass off… what else would you do if you were me? As I was saying… what a day to start off with. Maybe that’s what prompted me to write today’s event as a starting point in my blog. Let’s hope the rest of the day could turn out allright. Shiznit!